Tonight wrapped up Alpha II, and for me, all of 4-H camp 2007. I’ve had some incredibly meaningful experiences this year, but I really don’t want to recap.

Instead, I think I’ll put out something that’s been on my mind. Thanks to 4-H, I’ve always wanted to continue to make the best better… which includes myself. So, if ever I think I’m at my best, I desire to take it another step further on the ladder. I find myself comparing myself to those people I admire, and I find that some off the people I admire the most are the younger counselors in this program, and my peers themselves. While at times this summer I’ve wondered about whether I compare to some of the people I admire, tonight I’ve realized that I should relax, and be more comfortable with who I am. In addition, some of the people I admire, at least from council circle funny stunts, have congratulated me and my group, which makes me feel very proud of myself.

Anyways, I’ll move on, and explain my thoughts on a few other topics.

There are two first year camper’s here that have left a lasting impression on me, whom are already excited about coming back next year. They simply have the enthusiasm and happiness about them that gives them a wonderful air about them. It’ll be exciting, though I only have one year of camping left in me, to see them grow up and run the show someday.

Tonight marked the closing council circle of the final state 4-H camp, as well. So the final awards were given out, and I saw two guys from my grow group called up to receive H’s, two girls whom I’d noticed and started to get to know, as well. It’s a powerful moment when you are honored with 350 plus people all breathing with silent, respect, and agreement. I was in the stands, a proud observer, to see the people I’d confided and put the time into getting to know, called down. Now, with the camping season over, I have my memories to look to for inspiration. I have the ideals that my camp friends have shown me to better myself, and I most certainly have friends and mentors, new and old, to admire for many, many, years to come.